disillusioned for hours.

for years, never felt like this before. at least not because of the issue at hand. hsiwtadidahrevennowkouy. never wanted to stray... never wanted to deviate. i really do not know what got into me. there are rules in this game. whoever breached the rule shall be punished. sweet, beautiful. bitter, ugly. taken, still wanted. fooled. played out. why? crap. all a test. nothing is going to be smooth forever. i will conquer. I will win. win over myself. all the best to you- the possesive and childish one. be loved, be cared. wished she was like you sometimes. nevermind,never cared. doesnt matter. stability, false serenity. candy-sweet and addictive. truth hurts. faceit. time to wake up.. ***ring***never appreciated. still carry on. candy is dead, no emotions. no response. never will know. maybe it was fate. all fate. or was it fake? god knows.