ill disciplined

gosh.. why am i so ill disciplined? i cant believe it. can some saint come and knock some sense into me? i have so much work to do.. so much to prepare for the coming examinations but i am just not using my time properly.. god save me!! I MUST BE DISCIPLINED. FOCUSED. GET EVERYTHING DONE ON TIME, ON SPECS. i cannot afford to lose any more time. i need to do well... very well in fact. i know it well within myself that this is a critical semester. pls help me... this is gonna to have very long term impact on my career.... i cant believe it.

pls stop my mind from wondering..