Monday, March 31, 2008

2 WEEKS TO EXAMS

Feeling quite motivated today. Just one day before my quiz for Quality Management.

Target for this semester:

GPA > 4.8
CGPA> 4.65

1. Quality Management in Shipping : A
2. Maritime Professionals and Society: A
3. Spatial Information Science: A/ B+ (min)
4. Ship Chartering: A+
5. Port Operations and Planning: A+
6. Maritime Science: A/A-

Suck it up. Just suffer for one month and the rest of the 3 months will be for me to enjoy without regret. I will do my BEST. Focused. Disciplined. Confidence. I can achieve. I want to do well to lay the foundation for my future in this knowledge intensive world. There is no room for slackness or mistake.

Actually, i really loook forward to after exams.. as usual. but this semester in particular. because:

1. Industrial Attachment will be fun and enriching. I will work hard and make sure that I am asked to stay for permanent employment. AIM: Win the Prize for Best Performance in Industrial Immersion.

2. Shortlisted for Book Prize (Exchange Report).. I pray very hard that I will take home the prize. I WANT TO WIN the PRIZE. receive it from the hands of the ambassador.

3. Bro's wedding. haha. by then i will be free to help out. can KPO ard.. also to think of what to buy for him. thinking of a plasma TV. not too sure if he needs it.

4. Zhen is returning from Sydney! Hurray... hmm.. some celebrations? EAT and eat and eat.. wahaha.

5. I have some break before and after my II!! Yeah! Will plan carefully. Need to spend these days fruitfully.. not be wasted by staying at home to rot. Short tour? maybe.

6. In Aug, start of Final Year. FYP will be one of the main focus areas. PUBLISH... PUBLISH... give me this opportunity.. i will do whatever it takes to get my work PUBLISHED... dun want to do and file up in softcopy.. will be a total waste. Give me this chance for a good topic and supervisor!

hope that everyone ard me is happy and healthy. Cheers! zhen, U'll recover fast... just a few more days.. no worries. think positive!

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Feeling trapped

Feeling trapped in this school, in this tiny class. losing the instinct to win. losing the motivation to move on. what's next. the only chance and way to revive the winning mentality is to do well for exams, cos I am in full control.

I Need to graduate asap. be back in the winning environment. mix with the best people. form the best team to win in every task. I want to WIN. cos i can WIN.

Nothing stands in my way. My dreams will lift me up. My motivation comes from the desire to realise my dreams. The more desparate i am, the harder i'll work for it, and the nearer i get to realising my dreams.

One day, I will make my mark. I will not live just for myself . I will be able to contribute to the society in many many ways.