ill-disciplined

ai~.. what the hell have I been doing? wasting time.... wasting time.. wasting time... and waiting for dooms day. I have been so extremely lethargic, unmoitvated, unproductive for days.. wtf! Shitz.

I am pissed with myself. Also.. I am so stupid cos I just keep wanting to spend some time with zhenzhen but she is always busy... exams.. ai~ what can I do? stooopid... I still got more than 48hrs. WAKE UP!!!..... THE ONLY THING I did right today was chatting with my grandparents.. staring at the bloody idiotic black box is the most frustrating event. I shall not buy a TV next time.. to hell with TV.

Quizes..quizes.. die liao. better do sth now! Give me some engergy... i just feeling like dying in the day. my nights and wee-hrs have become my most active period. bad..

Zero Debt Policy

'Zero Debt Policy' : the policy of clearing all my tutorials and lecture notes at the end of every week (Zhi Chao, 2006). Wahaha.. In order to keep up with school work.. not only that but to build a strong foundation in order to excel, I cannot afford to accumulate debt. I must be discipline. I have to complete all my work within the week by the end of the week and constantly monitor my own progress.

Like what Augustine told me... pusuing a degree education is just like running a 400m X 4 sprint. the only difference is that you are the only one running the entire distance with more than 7 others competitors on the track. While you must run fast, you must not burn out from the beginning. To win the race, it is about running fast at a steady pace which one can keep up for the entire 1.6km. There are opportunities for small breaks at the end of each lap, but these breaks are insufficient for one to rejuvenate. Even during the break, we gotta keep working and thinking about the next lap. Varying one's speed during the race is akin to how hard one works during each term; when to slow down or when to forge ahead has to be carefully planned.

Our shoes/ attire and weather are external factors which can cause us to slow down and eventually lose the race. While we can choose the right shoes and attire to wear, we cannot control the weather. Similarly, we can arm ourselves with the best knowledge before examinations but we cannot determine the level of difficulty of the exams. However, weather can be predicted.