Work Hard...NO WORK HARDER

22 apr 09 was my last examination for my undergraduate studies. I have rested for a total of 8 days. total relaxation without much worries. NOW, it's time to work doubly hard to make up for loss time. I NEED to PERFECT my Presentation! Give me the gift of speech, wittiness, intelligence and charm to score a PERFECT for my presentation!

I CAN DO IT! I MUST ACHIEVE! ONLY AFTER 4TH MAY 09..IT'S OFFICIALLY OVER! I WILL GET MY FIRST CLASS HONOURS!

One thng that kept bugging me these few days.. the relapse of my grandma's illness. ai~~ what on Earth is this? Grandma and Ah Gong are old... give them some peace, love and enoyable moments together ya! Why make one ill and the other suffer together? They have both led an honourable life... in all hardships, they survived and brought up 4 children. It was not easy at all. Ah Gong started work at 10 when he came to Singapore... How lucky are we and the kids today..yet we still complain. He never had any education... but he worked more than 15 hours a day to earn money to support his brothers and his own family. It was through hardship, good bosses, honesty and perserverance that he succeed in life and rise up the ranks in the company. the other sad part of the equation is my 2 aunties. What's wrong with them? Can't they just learn to communicate better and love each other? it's frstrating... and annoying to see that 2 old enough people are making their ageing parents worry for them! what on earth is this?

I am glad that I stay put in Singapore for the last 4 years.. cant imagine if I were to be away for a long time.. I am happy that I had a decent education and managed to spend time with my family. travelling to many places these 4 years also made the last 4 years a rewarding period. I have fulfilled my objectives of seeing as nuch of the world as possible when I am young..

kk, back to do my work.. I will do well! I must do well! there is no second option! I will practice, rehearse and be harsh on myself.. I am going to aced it! I want my Grade A!

FYP: A-/ B+
PM: A+/A
Human Motivation: Satisfactory (A-)

Final exams

2 more papers to go before i graduate =)

First paper - Core subject. just 1 day away... not so sure how I'm feeling at the moment. mixed feelings... want it to be over asap.. but not so confident to sit for the paper now. 1 day more of revision to go before exam. last minute.. as usual. I hope for A+ or minimun an A =)

Can I get my First Class Honours? Not so sure. I can only pray hard. I did all I could. I guess most importantly, I did not let myself down. I tried my best and I hope all turns out well. I have waited for 4 years for this day to come. Can my goal be realised? It would be most painful if I fail to achieve it. but then again, its just a piece of paper.. how can i judge my self worth base on a piece of paper? I duno.. I really duno. I guess I will feel happier for at least a few weeks if I get my First Class Honours. If not, life goes on as normail and forget about giving back to school..lol

What will be happening in the next one to two months? Very exciting and very uncertain. where would I be assigned to? I do not know. I just pray to meet very good peers, subordinates, seniors and mentors....

No matter what, no matter where. I can choose to be happy and satisfied because I have accomplished much which many are not comparable...

cheers, stay happy, excited and positive!