ill disciplined

gosh.. why am i so ill disciplined? i cant believe it. can some saint come and knock some sense into me? i have so much work to do.. so much to prepare for the coming examinations but i am just not using my time properly.. god save me!! I MUST BE DISCIPLINED. FOCUSED. GET EVERYTHING DONE ON TIME, ON SPECS. i cannot afford to lose any more time. i need to do well... very well in fact. i know it well within myself that this is a critical semester. pls help me... this is gonna to have very long term impact on my career.... i cant believe it.

pls stop my mind from wondering..

Do not worry for thinsgs beyond my control.!

my hitachi portable harddisk just crashed. lost.. pissed off but nothing much i can do. I lost lots of precious photos and records of my academic work. for 2 yrs! i cant believe it. blame it on the totally unreliable hitachi harddisk.. people out there. dun ever buy ismart. no use for the warranty and one-one exchange cos u'll never get back ur data. what is most important is that the hd will never even crash! once down, everything is gone unless u can afford to pay many hundreds for data retrivial.

life goes on. i shall focused on my work and not mourn the dismiss of my hd. hopefully.. miraculously... it will 'self recover'.. just like it died off on its own suddenly. $%^&*(.

i shalled be focused and concentrate on my work now. there are many more things to do in life than to spend my time thinking the lost of my data. look on the bright side of things: at least those data are not critical at the moment. those are basically historical records of my work.. but my photos!! omg. %^&*

crap. hope that the manufacturer gets punished for producing sub standard products.