exams coming.. for my future.

work hard and pray hard.

min GPA 4.5
At least 5 A-grades. NO C. At least B+ for all subject.

Feeling stressed now. Time is limited but I still got some time now... and I got to work doubly hard to compensate for the lost time. I have a responsibility towards myself and my family. cant screw it. stay focused... may divine forces be with me. =)

I must fight for it. nevasaydie. this is a marathon!

unproductive

ai~ that irritating ah lian.. cant stand the sight of her. fee loading at my place for so long and she just kept watching the TV for like more than 12 hrs a day. the sight of her makes me puke. She is nothing more than a *** parasite! Cant help in setting up dinner and cleaning up after the meals.. ***^%$#@*!~ Worse, I still must clean up after her.. damm irritating.. BAD up bringing.. ai~ says a lot abt her family. She better get out of my house. KNN.

I know this is not right.. but really.. knowing that she is ard just irritates me to the extent that I cant do my work! what the hell.. spoil my day and my appetite.

i need to learn maths.. mathematical programming

I still cant figure out what the tutor is talking about! I am learning on my own.. i need more resources. ai~.. i am not giving up.. practise practise and practise the only feasible way to do well for maths.

I am thankful for all the opportunities and grooming.. good food once again on Tuesday. Lauch party!! Hope to network and get stuff going.. I have a meeting on Monday morning. Should I forsake the national archive project? Sharks.. gotta to speak to Prof Teo.

Watching WTC

a few days ago, I was writing about my dreams. After watching WTC, I thought there is something more to tangibles in life. What is it in life that everyone will treasure at his or her death bed? In almost all movies, I always hear this" tell her that I love her"... "I love u all"... I guess that it the point has been reflectde more than explicitly. It is not the money that we own, not the car or the house, not our rank and status. But.. most importantly, our love ones. Those who cared for us and those whom we cared for.

Not on Dean's List

Sligthly disappointed. It just mean that i have to work harder. mm.. one of my short-term goals not achived. Still have 5 more weeks to final exams. Be focused.

Vey stiff competition.

always distracted

i am looking forward to this weekend.. finally can spend some quality time with zhen. I am really distracted. I still hvae got 2 quizes coming up but it seems that I am always thinking of playing and enjoying myself. what's wrong with me? Pls... allow me to focus/ concentrate and do what i am supposed to do at this moment. I cannot afford to waste time. I need to stay extremely focused.

Dream

I have a dream. My dream is to be a successful and respectable intellect.

I want to retire comfortably with:

1. A lovely and caring wife, with 2 or more kids. A Happy and HealthyFamily.
2. 5 Million SIN dollars of cash holdings/ stocks/ bonds: M3.
3. A nice landed property with garden and car lawn large enough to park 5 cars.
4. A Masters in Finance/BA and MSc Maritime Studies.

I will start working hard now. This is the only way to achieve my dream. I have a dream. Not only I have a dream. I have a plan.

Tons of quizes this week. I will work hard... I started real late. But I pray that I can cope well. I need to score well. I will do my best with utmost integrity. I know people prob. will start copying, but I will not. I will receive what I truely deserve.